i actually should admit that i kind of liked this tune, but you'd have never heard me admit to it.

i had an mp3 list in high school that was hidden deep on my hard drive, beyond a few decoy folders in the windows spool folder. it had such gems as this track, viva forever, madonna's frozen and various other high production pop of the period that was simply not consistent with the array of nine inch nails t-shirts and other such things in my wardrobe. i would only listen to it through headphones when i was sure nobody would be home for at least two hours.

nobody was allowed to know this.

the world would just not have understood.