https://chelseawolfe.bandcamp.com/
vlog for the day:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HlSVl2gKhlU
review:
http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/shows/2016/05/19.html
Thursday, May 19, 2016
19-05-2016: exploring southwest detroit in the day and the night (to see chelsea wolfe)
their music:
https://chelseawolfe.bandcamp.com/
vlog for the day:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HlSVl2gKhlU
review:
http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/shows/2016/05/19.html
https://chelseawolfe.bandcamp.com/
vlog for the day:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HlSVl2gKhlU
review:
http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/shows/2016/05/19.html
i was dreaming this morning. and, in case you're curious....
the truth is that i'm actually very content with the life that i live right now. it would be nice if disability could be a bit more, but i'm actually not complaining - there's really no point you could set it at where it wouldn't be nice if it were a bit more. i'm truly well fed and consider myself to have a very high quality of life.
so, if i were to do it all over again, what would i do? well, i'd be moving towards getting to where i am today faster, not trying to get to somewhere else. that may have meant applying for disability at a younger age. or, perhaps i may have focused on investment.
if i had the advantage of foresight, i would have probably studied finance and then not spent the time afterwards working but trying to rip people off on the various markets, until i could approximate the lifestyle i have now. it might mean $3000/month off dividends rather than $1000/month off government assistance. but, that actually doesn't really scale into a substantial difference. less walking, more cabs. more pizza, maybe? buying software instead of pirating it?
i just get the impression sometimes that people think i expected more out of myself. but, what that really means is that they weren't actually listening to what i was saying. i was never about winning the game; i was always about trying to get out of the obligation of having to play it. that's my conception of freedom: walking away.
the truth is that i'm actually very content with the life that i live right now. it would be nice if disability could be a bit more, but i'm actually not complaining - there's really no point you could set it at where it wouldn't be nice if it were a bit more. i'm truly well fed and consider myself to have a very high quality of life.
so, if i were to do it all over again, what would i do? well, i'd be moving towards getting to where i am today faster, not trying to get to somewhere else. that may have meant applying for disability at a younger age. or, perhaps i may have focused on investment.
if i had the advantage of foresight, i would have probably studied finance and then not spent the time afterwards working but trying to rip people off on the various markets, until i could approximate the lifestyle i have now. it might mean $3000/month off dividends rather than $1000/month off government assistance. but, that actually doesn't really scale into a substantial difference. less walking, more cabs. more pizza, maybe? buying software instead of pirating it?
i just get the impression sometimes that people think i expected more out of myself. but, what that really means is that they weren't actually listening to what i was saying. i was never about winning the game; i was always about trying to get out of the obligation of having to play it. that's my conception of freedom: walking away.
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